We took these pictures the week of Benjamin's LCH diagnosis in October 2010. We wanted to get a "good" family picture (LOL I know- Benjamin was so grumpy, but thankfully our professional photographer got some happy, good shots) before he started chemotherapy. We weren't sure at the time what he would look like after with possibly losing his hair and having puffy cheeks (thankfully he hasn't experienced any of that yet).



It's been a few years since I have added anything to this blog. As I have been posting on Benjamin's blog, I have realized that I have enjoyed it even if no one ever reads what I write. So I thougt I would blog some of my own thoughts related to our family.
With Mother's Day being this past Sunday, I have been thinking about motherhood. I came across this beautiful song on a CD I purchased a couple of weeks ago. It really expresses my feelings of being a mom these days. I LOVE being a mom. It isn't always easy, in fact, it's down right hard at times I'll admit, but I do LOVE it. I LOVE my six children. They are each amazing. Here's the song by an LDS group of women, One Clear Voice, who obviously are moms themselves.
Keeping Sheep
I have a little flock of sheep
And they are mine to tend and keep
And I must guard them every day
For little lams, when left alone
Will lose their way
So many voices say to me
A sheep fold is no place to e
Your time in there is dull and slow
And lambs leave very little room
For you to grow
Chorus
Oh if I ever start to stray
Deceived by thoughts of greener pastures
Remind me, Lord, that keeping sheep
Will lead to happier ever afters
Will lead to happier ever afters
Yet something whispers in my heart
That when my sheep have left this pen
I'll long to stroke their little heads
To draw them close to me
And have them young again
Repeat Chorus
So while they still are in my care
I pray that I will clearly see
These little lambs within my fold
Are tender gifts the Master Shepherd
Has given me